My Inspiration
When you meet someone, you want them to think you are the best "you" that you can be, right? Somehow I missed that memo. I think it's because I've come so far in life that I just.don't.care. And I'm not allowed to do that, I know, but it is just SUCH a hard habit to break. We went on a trip to Miami and met a bunch of cool people this past weekend and I can honestly say I felt like they just TOLERATED me. Which, for me, is SUPER weird. I'm the awesome person in the group and I think my new social circle doesn't get that. While not fake, they are also not very...real. Make sense? Thought not. Like, instead of taking the good, bad and ugly, the people I am around tend to just deal in sunshine and roses, something I was NEVER able to do. That's not what my dad raised me to look at. And maybe this weird turn in my life where I am trying to develop "real life" friendships is just wrong. I just can't be fake. If I don't like you, I am p...