Things I Could Stand to Learn
Hello, my loves, I've mssed you all dearly!! I see it's almost been a month since my last post and that's just unacceptable so please accept my dearest apologies.
Reaching the ripe young age of 25, I've discovered that there are some things I could stand to learn.
First, my patience isn't as phenomenal as I thought it was. I find myself upset and annoyed at the smallest things. Maybe I spent so much time alone I never noted my impatience and mistook it to be patience. And congratulating myself for being so, no less.
Second, I need to gain better control of my emotions. One week I've got a crush on someone, the next it's someone new. I know that being at the station now exposes me to different young men and we all know my weakness lies with those that are different, but it's getting out of control to say the least. First, there are my steadies: Dekker (I put my handcuffs in his mailbox...thank goodness he hasn't checked it in like, a month!) and Mikhail. Then it rotates to whatever fresh meat I encounter. Jared, Alvin, you name 'em.
Third is the "get off the pot" mentality. I need to lay things out the way they are supposed to be. With everyone. Tell the truth and be honest in all situations and stop putting things off.
Aside from the above, things have been GREAT. I'm happy at my internship, dealing with Wendy and the other interns. I'm seeing things I never would have seen and meeting people I never would have met so things are good. My father and I are back to being in love, my brother's coming home, Wendy's happily married and preggers which means my antics will now be scrutinized by my goddaughter. I wouldn't have it any other way.
I've discovered that I'm TERRIBLE on-air and am now trying to pursue a job as a radio show produceras opposed to the "talent." Pray for me guys, fingers crossed.
I know the lessons I listed are only a small portion of what I REALLY could stand to learn but it's where I'm at right now. Baby steps, people, baby steps.
Reaching the ripe young age of 25, I've discovered that there are some things I could stand to learn.
First, my patience isn't as phenomenal as I thought it was. I find myself upset and annoyed at the smallest things. Maybe I spent so much time alone I never noted my impatience and mistook it to be patience. And congratulating myself for being so, no less.
Second, I need to gain better control of my emotions. One week I've got a crush on someone, the next it's someone new. I know that being at the station now exposes me to different young men and we all know my weakness lies with those that are different, but it's getting out of control to say the least. First, there are my steadies: Dekker (I put my handcuffs in his mailbox...thank goodness he hasn't checked it in like, a month!) and Mikhail. Then it rotates to whatever fresh meat I encounter. Jared, Alvin, you name 'em.
Third is the "get off the pot" mentality. I need to lay things out the way they are supposed to be. With everyone. Tell the truth and be honest in all situations and stop putting things off.
Aside from the above, things have been GREAT. I'm happy at my internship, dealing with Wendy and the other interns. I'm seeing things I never would have seen and meeting people I never would have met so things are good. My father and I are back to being in love, my brother's coming home, Wendy's happily married and preggers which means my antics will now be scrutinized by my goddaughter. I wouldn't have it any other way.
I've discovered that I'm TERRIBLE on-air and am now trying to pursue a job as a radio show produceras opposed to the "talent." Pray for me guys, fingers crossed.
I know the lessons I listed are only a small portion of what I REALLY could stand to learn but it's where I'm at right now. Baby steps, people, baby steps.
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