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What's Normal, Anyway?

Today seems like "one of those posts," so apologies in advance. I've been struggling with walking pneumonia the past 2 two weeks, with a regular cold two weeks before that. I say that to say I have a pretty amazing support system in my brother and BFF , who have been by my side making sure I don't do too much, making sickness worse. None of that is the point for today, resting just makes me think, so THANK YOU to them and on to the post!! Today, we discuss the struggle of dating that is my life and the general incapability of friendships with people of the opposite sex to develop for whatever reason.  Sometimes, I feel perpetually single and the wont of companionship pokes at my brain until I fill it with chocolate or something. My friends see and hear me sing my heart out to love songs, but I am a legit savage in these streets. Do not be mistaken: I like men. I was raised with boy cousins, and the insight I gained has been both life ruining and saving....

Guess Who's Bizzack...

Hey guys...With all things in life, I let what pays the bills get in the way of my dreams. Day in and out, I dragged myself to a place that brought me no joy to collect a meager check because it was something I was good at. Today I say "no more," and take my power back. This isn't meant to be some polarizing post about cogs and office jobs; it's not now, nor will it ever be something from that place. So here goes! Many may have heard me say "there's your dream, and then there's what pays the bills." I've always been a huge proponent of living your best life, something I got away from. I thought working to attain and maintain things like a home, car, and groceries to the detriment of my mental and physical health was just what adults did. Do not misconstrue, I am happy; I'm just not content, and that is where the discord comes in. I know there is more to life and #adulting does not have to be miserable. I have traveled the world, ...