"JustTrina"

Nothing really to say about it, just wanted to write a super cool title. I did, at one point, have an opinion but I'm over that.

That's right, people, GLEE is returning TONIGHT!! For those of you that don't understand, this is an EPIC event for me. There's my first kiss, my baptism and THIS. For reals. So, I've stayed away from all things Glee because I just couldn't STAND the time lapse between episodes but now that the time has come, I have some predictions. First, Kurt will not have a boyfriend this season -- I wanted this to happen, trust me, but the man is a movement by himself. Let him stay single a little longer. Second, Shue and the guidance counselor won't get/stay together -- Too much will they, won't they, do they, don't they. Besides, her neuroses are a LITTLE out of control and Shue's just...awesome. Acafellas and all. Third, I think Acafellas will perform again -- They'll just replace Ken since he ran away like a whiny little baby. Fourth, I call the Madonna episode being AWESOME!! -- I don't think she will appear but I DO know you can't go wrong when...

Okay, so I’m kind of a slut mouth. I am. No matter what Martini wants to believe about me, I love making out. And real-life make outs; not the “girl code” making out which really means sex. Now, here’s the problem: it’s not conducive to my current way of life. That forces me to daydream about it, go figure. This brings me to a thought I had the other day. Remember Capt. 22 and Capt. 27? Well, we’ve moved to the fantasy stage in our interaction. My fantasies with Capt. 22 have kids and marriage whereas all I do is make out with Capt. 27 repeatedly, saying "I feel nothing." Cuz I’m a slut mouth, that's that. While being ashamed of my fantasies, an amazing thought occurred and I'd like to share. Why does society look down on a broad for liking to kiss whereas a guy gets the high-five for being awesome? It's not fair and I hate double standards. So my conclusion is this: No one likes the girl that gives it all up, but no one likes the guy that takes it all, either. Th...

We all know that I am an open book, it's one of the things many love about me. What's weird about being an open book is the things you tend to cling to and keep to yourself. It's like I'm so "out there" that it gives people the false sense that they truly know me. Which I now think is wrong. I noticed that when every question that was asked of me by my new friend had a story to go with it. So now there's a false sense of closeness when there are so many more layers to who I am. Yeah, I can answer a question with no problem, but no one truly understands the depths of my issues. I have intimacy issues, body issues, anger issues, you name it. Like, yeah, I can tell you that my mother died but you have NO CLUE that some months I get deeply depressed to the point of thinking I need medication. Yeah I'm social but only because it keeps me from staying in my bed, watching DVR'd shows and sleeping my life away. Yeah, I can cook, but no one understands why ...

So I have a moral conundrum for you guys. Or for myself, whatevs. I've recently embarked on an attempt to make female friends. In this attempt, I've met an awesome chick that I think could go the distance and I'm excited. We went out on our first friend date this past Friday and had a blasty and there's more to come. Now, on to the dilemma. I am attracted to her brothers. My issue is that I LOVE DUDES. And it's hard to not be drawn to them cust they're just so stinkin' awesome. Anyway, moving on cuz that's not even the conundrum. She has 2 brothers, one is 22 and the other is 27. Capt. 22 is shorter but looks older whereas Capt. 27 is older but has a baby face. Capt. 22 seems a little more patient and seasoned whereas Capt. 27 seems a little more hot-headed. Now, the conundrum: Is it all right to be attracted to the 22-yr. old when society deems that the 27-yr old. is the appropriate one for me to be attracted to? Also, the fact that I am in the beginnin...

Seriously, I am. I have made so many changes in my life, August seems like a lifetime away. Over the course of the past 9 months, I can honestly say that I'm nowhere NEAR the person I was. Am I still awesome? Obvs. Do I use shortened words and speak in text? Duh. Have I managed my anger issues? Eh', still a work in progress. So...what's happened? Well, I'm no longer in radio but that's not news. I sometimes wish I were, but then I remember what my w-2's looked like and SNAP back to reality. As far as the fellas, I am still single. There are a few crushes, but right now I'm focusing on getting right with my God and His Son. No bilie thumping going on, I just need to be a little less crazy if a man's going to love me for me the RIGHT way. Moving on. Still a warrior for love, it's kinda my thing. I can fix everyone else's life but don't seem to be able to get mine in order. Maybe I'm out of practice cuz it HAS been almost a decade since...Mo...