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Proof

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You? I've said it before, and above is the proof. Explains a lot, doesn't it? :-P

Told Ya So

Remember the So Many People Use Yout Name In Vain blog I wrote back in June? About my brother falling in love without really knowing what it's all about? Then the Am I Mad? blog solidifying my point? Well, after writing that blog, I fell back on commenting on my brother's love life. I must admit, he's still in the relationship with Azzuree, a girl who he says reminds him of a ghetto version of me (me, who he said he couldn't ever date) and things seem to be going all right. Here's my point: My brother went b-r-o-k-e trying to see to it that his girlfriend had a great birthday because of him. Hell, he threw ME under the bus for his boo and that's sayin' something. So after all that went down, I said to myself (like his friend Jamere said directly to HIM) that I couldn't wait to see what she did for his birthday. I kept that thought to myself because I really didn't want to have to go through another "you're-just-a-hater-cuz-you-don't-ha...

Self Preservation

Remember that scene in Love Actually , when Juliet barges into Mark's house to watch the video he made for her wedding and how the entire tape was of her and she was all in shock cuz she thought he couldn't stand her? And he's so embarrassed, he tells her he's got something to do and all but kicks her out of his apartment. And what does he say? "It's a dignity thing, self-preservation and all." I f'n LOVE the English! Just when you think no one understands, some brilliant writer comes along and sums up what you're feeling with one great line. But I digress, on to the point. I lied to Corey. Well, I always lie to Corey, but this time I actually feel bad about it. I mean, I think it's only right that I did so, since I'm the one who has to live with it. See, my theory is, ask and I'll tell the truth. But you have to askme direct, which a lot don't seem to be able to do. That way, if you really want the answer, then you know you took th...

Happy Birthday

I wanna take this time to wish my baby brother a happy happy 20th birthday!! On this day, my brother showed up, stealing all my thunder. :-P But I love him so much, I almost regret being such a bitch when we were growing up! :-D I love you, Chris, and wouldn't trade you for anyone or anything. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BESTEST BROTHER EVER!! Everybody be on the lookout, N.O.N. Entertainment and Vizion are on the RISE!! Hip Hop is BACK!! ;-)

A.D.D. - The Gift and the Curse

For some reason yesterday, I was running RAMPANT with all sorts of energy. I was talking a mile a minute and was just...crazy. I was packing, doing laundry, working out, dancing, cleaning, chatting online, talking on the phone, trying to read and watching tv ALL at the same time. I couldn't focus on ONE thing and could NOT sit still to save my life. My friends all knew I was having an A.D.D. episode and pretty much let me rock. They've learned, I guess. Anyway, I was checking out MSN this morning (can't start the day without knowing what's going on in the world) when I came across this article about A.D.D. (or AD/HD, no matter what it's called they're both the same damn thing). Instead of focusing on the negative aspects, the aticle focused on the postive. It's awesome, check it out. See, I KNOW I have A.D.D., I just refuse to take any medicine for it. It will stunt my natural genius, if you ask me. But it says that I'm a wonderful, nice person who ju...

Allow Me To Reintroduce Myself...To Myself

Hello people, I am BACK!! I had a rough couple of days there, but I'm back and ready to take on the world. I've come to many a conclusion and am getting some plans in motion. First thing: It's back to NY for me in May. I figure I should give myself a bit of a window to shut down things here in ATL and get it poppin' for the apartment in BK. Second thing: I hate Sundays. Football aside, Sundays are sucking. I always end up having some sort of heart to heart or painful conversation on Sundays. So from now on, my cell phone's off and my away message will be up EVERY Sunday. Besides, my 2nd job starts soon and I plan to work as much as possible to fund my 25th Birthday Bash. Third thing: I'm happy being single. There was a point where I thought I wanted a relationship, but that's not what I need right now. I wanted to be comfortable and happy with someone who allowed me to be myself. I didn't wanna go through the akward stage of "getting to...

More Mindless (and scary how TRUE!)

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The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't lik...