Much Ado...
Lemme tell you, I went to high school with the WRONG ages!! The kids who went to high school with my brother are SO much cuter than the guys I went to school with. If I'd only waited a few years, I'd be a whole different person...WOO! Examples are Stephen, one of Chris' best friends and our neighbor for a couple of years. Stephen is H-O-T. Not the h-o-t you'd take home, but the h-o-t you'd have a LOT of fun with behind closed doors. Then there's (of course) Corey, who's the handsome guy with a goal in life, that can make you laugh, and has real potential to be a good man. Both of them just hit the drinking age, serious. If I was myself, but my brother's age, I'd make a mess, for real.
Anyway, the point is, I met this guy over the weekend (while helping La'Keyia move, which is too painful to talk about...still fresh) and he was SO funny!! He wasn't the cutest, but he wasn't ugly, either. As I saw more of his personality, he became cuter and cuter. That's the thing about females, they tend to look deeper. So I was like, all about him, about to go into beast mode to see where his head was at. The only thing I knew was that he was a Jehovah's Witness (which was the first thing that turned me off), but I'm not looking for a husband, so it never hurts to play a bit. Then I found out ya boy was 20 years old!! Okay, I'm already on my way to robbing the cradle with Corey, but I'm not THAT bad, geez. Brian turns 21 in October and is a Scorpio, my weakness. I gotta stay away from him, I don't want any credit (or blame) for corrupting the kid. I'm dunzo.
So Corey said something to me last night. He told me he was talking to his cousin about me and the way I talk about men. He said he told his cousin that I sounded so on the way to lesbianism it wasn't even funny. Of course, the thoughts didn't come to me until just now, so I'm gonna talk to him about it today (if he calls me first, cuz that's my new thing). But here's my thing: it's not that I don't like men, cuz I love 'em. I'm not gonna be a lesbian, cuz bitches are nuts. The thing that makes me talk about men the way I do is that the only really good man I have in my life is my dad (and even HE cheated). All the men I've dealt with on a relationship level have either taken, taken, taken or didn't match up to me or didn't do anything at all. And both of those types, end in disappointment. That's the conclusion, men disappoint.
It's like me hating my emotions, cuz you tend to give a part of yourself that may or may not go unnoticed. And then it's in the other person's hands. And, 8 times outta 10, it's never what you expect. I mean, I haven't met that guy that's all I want and more, and I know I won't, I'm not naive to that. But damn. I will try to learn to stop generalizing, but when it's all you've been in contact with, it's kind of hard.
And I gotta ask Corey why he's talking about me to his cousin, too...I already asked him if he was trying to pawn me off on him, but he said no. So now I gotta find out if he's trying to figure me out, crack the case. I just hope I remember.
Life, I tell ya. Mars and Venus couldn't be any further apart nowadays. Things will be this way eons from now, forever. It's all much ado about nothing...
Anyway, the point is, I met this guy over the weekend (while helping La'Keyia move, which is too painful to talk about...still fresh) and he was SO funny!! He wasn't the cutest, but he wasn't ugly, either. As I saw more of his personality, he became cuter and cuter. That's the thing about females, they tend to look deeper. So I was like, all about him, about to go into beast mode to see where his head was at. The only thing I knew was that he was a Jehovah's Witness (which was the first thing that turned me off), but I'm not looking for a husband, so it never hurts to play a bit. Then I found out ya boy was 20 years old!! Okay, I'm already on my way to robbing the cradle with Corey, but I'm not THAT bad, geez. Brian turns 21 in October and is a Scorpio, my weakness. I gotta stay away from him, I don't want any credit (or blame) for corrupting the kid. I'm dunzo.
So Corey said something to me last night. He told me he was talking to his cousin about me and the way I talk about men. He said he told his cousin that I sounded so on the way to lesbianism it wasn't even funny. Of course, the thoughts didn't come to me until just now, so I'm gonna talk to him about it today (if he calls me first, cuz that's my new thing). But here's my thing: it's not that I don't like men, cuz I love 'em. I'm not gonna be a lesbian, cuz bitches are nuts. The thing that makes me talk about men the way I do is that the only really good man I have in my life is my dad (and even HE cheated). All the men I've dealt with on a relationship level have either taken, taken, taken or didn't match up to me or didn't do anything at all. And both of those types, end in disappointment. That's the conclusion, men disappoint.
It's like me hating my emotions, cuz you tend to give a part of yourself that may or may not go unnoticed. And then it's in the other person's hands. And, 8 times outta 10, it's never what you expect. I mean, I haven't met that guy that's all I want and more, and I know I won't, I'm not naive to that. But damn. I will try to learn to stop generalizing, but when it's all you've been in contact with, it's kind of hard.
And I gotta ask Corey why he's talking about me to his cousin, too...I already asked him if he was trying to pawn me off on him, but he said no. So now I gotta find out if he's trying to figure me out, crack the case. I just hope I remember.
Life, I tell ya. Mars and Venus couldn't be any further apart nowadays. Things will be this way eons from now, forever. It's all much ado about nothing...
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Leave it up to me to get it twisted!!